Cure

This cure sucks,
I hate it so,
I let myself free,
I'd let it all flow,

I'm tired of it all,
I just want her here,
with her I'm so safe.
and have nothing to fear.

But now she's gone,
she disappeared,
she just didn't stay.
She'd defend me,
she'd at try at least,
maybe it was a lie,
but it calmed the beast.

Fucking ungrateful
none of you care,
nobody needs me,
don't need me there.

Days go by slowly

less and less care,
the rest just don't listen.
And I'm just there
I didn't want this,
to say it was true.
Nobody helps me,
they want me screwed.

Don't even know,
why do I try.
So it can kill me?
slowly I die.

Worthless,
ever so more,
every fuckin' day,
I don't want this, no.

No one wanted me,
to be my friend,
no one would stay,
escort me to the end.

How was I supposed to do it,
to save the world,
when they didn't want to try
and watch it get blurred.

Slowly I'll die,
I failed my life,
I'm so sorry god,
now time for the knife.

End it all now,
I'll no longer try.
I don't care for life.
..................ready to die.